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February 16 best palsI really need a day out! Am I so depressed?! Dunno why I like to keep myself as a workholic. Although my body has started to warn me, my mind still wants me to keep going till my limit. Actually, I just wanna catch back the time I had lost, I just wanna prove my ability to you, I just wanna not letting my dream far and the more I want is you could be my side.
I think now only working and studying are my best pals to get along with. =)
February 03 失望+討厭Living with someone isnt reli easy for me as i'm too bossy and hygenic maybe. Before living with Alice, I didnt have such a strong bad feeling to share house with her even her temper is strange from normal sometimes. But now, living with Polly is much worse. Coz I'm so disappointed to her and wht she acts. When Alice was here, she has started to live with us since last Sep. That time I found her was a nice n caring gal, at least she has some decent manners, where Alice lacks sometimes. I treated Polly as my younger sis like helping her assignment, lenting her books, giving her jewelleries, clothes and a suprise bday etc. When time passes, our relationships is no longer same as before. I hardly figure out wht I had done to make her bitching me at my back and funny was that time my ears were open. I'm so upset about it and extremely disappointed or I should glad to hear that bitching, which makes me see your true side. From that day on, I cant be nice to her. She now likes to misplace my stuff n use my thing without asking. That's so rude! I reli cant stand it. I hate myself to tell her everytime and see her 'who cares ' attitude and she never feel & say sorry by wht she did.
What a greedy & fake gal! Gal, I'm sure you'll be a sufferer, thing gets return!
Where has 'thoughtful' gone?!
December 07 FW message...you can't make someone love you, all you can do is to be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realise your worth.....
...Do no expect Love in return. Just wait for it to grow in their heart. But if it does not, Be content that it grew in yours....
...Mistakes are painful, but a collection of mistakes is what is called experience...
...What doesn't kills you makes you stronger...
...Learn to lov e the people who are with you at present . Forget the people in the past and thank them for hurting you , which led you to love the people you have right now... June 26 雨季, 迷失返去抑或繼續留係度?! 我滿意依家既生活嗎? 我開心嗎? 我係度逃避屋企人嗎? 我係度浪費時間, 係未?! 我重係唔識長大? 我係度做梗咩呀, 張詠思?! 時間一日一日咁過, 我重係提唔起勁. 真差勁!!! 琴晚Francis 同埋 A-tak 既媽媽講既野, 我都有諗過. 不過自己重係覺得未係時候想返去. 我應該自己去搵機會, 唔可以再等機會. '進度慢, 你自己都知個可?!' 我知我自己一定唔係蠢既人, 不過條路總係比人長一點點. 咁一定係自己唔夠積極累事! 好blue呀! 比D信心我啦!
突然間, 覺得自己好似'Who move my cheese?' 隻老鼠咁, 好驚改變.
我唔開心呀~~~~ March 26 愛上他對你的好?愛一個人，可以愛他的身體，也可以愛他的心靈。可以愛他的幽默，也可以愛他的天真。但千萬別只愛上他對你的好。 如果你並不懂得如何愛他，只是用他慷慨付出的汗水與心上，交換你高貴卻吝於回饋的感情，付出的人總有疲憊的時候，再也得不到百般呵護與尊寵的你，將難以在失去的愛中重獲獨立與自由！ March 20 What a wonderful night!2nite i get back from work n turn on my computer, my msn sudden pumps up a familiar name. then i go n check the email add. It's him. I nv thought i can contact him again. it's almost 10 yrs, we havnt met each other. i met him since i was 14 in Perth for 3 wks study tour. Daz was a great experience in my life. after 3 wks, we had to back to our own country. that time we still kept in touch but didnt last long as he needed to go Melbourne n Tasmania for study. and i was still in hk to do my HKCE n AL. we got to lost conatct since by.
once he had sent me an email said he was back to japan after studying at MEl n TAS. by then i kept sending my news to him said i might go to OZ n hope to c him again, but had no more replies. i thought he must no longer use this email add. i still however keep that add into my a/c coz i know this is the only way i can contact him except his Jp home add.
i'm so pleased to hear abt he's in sydney now. wht a great chat! u know, how fast is my heart beat?
do hope to meet u again.
PS: 私は日本語が全然わかりません^^ March 18 3.18 tiptoe issue?!the 5th 3.18, the day i still remember. daz sweet when i flip my day book to March of the 3rd week, i saw ur hand writing on 18th.
but i'm still not sure if our chemistry still or being transformed or even gone. anyway, u do warm my heart. February 21 Year of the Pig咁樣就係人生既第二個豬年, 唉~覺得好老tim!
依排好忙ar, 一至六都唔得閒- 返parttime, 準備interview d 野, 攪埋 PR d 手尾 etc. 連電話都無打番屋企, 真係有心無力. 好好既係dad dad & ma ma打黎同我拜年, haha, feel so warm!
Grandma係情人節80大壽, 攪到好大好豪咁, 好似好正bor, 我都好想攬吓佢, 同佢講 '生日快樂'.
原來佢地個個依家都有keep pet, 如果我都有隻狗仔就好la~ (雖然我鍾意猫多D, 但係狗始終active過猫, 可以陪我玩, 唔駛一個人夜晚咁怕黑). (依家重要燈眠ga)
屋企發生既點滴, 都係睇妹妹個blog先知. 雖然年三十有Laksa Hut團年飯, 有老板娘既利是, 但係始終都爭d. 真係好掛住大家團年個種熱鬧氣氛! ( super miss grandma's 自家五杯鴨)
Miss u all heaps.
May u all have a very happy ' Year of the Pig'!!
January 31 Bitter wif tearsspeechless pain.
u come n gone.
u do wht u want.
u gave me sweet n shit.
but having shit more than sweet.
u made it start n u end it up, coz u do wht u want.
u come coz u said u want me; u gone coz u know i aint the one that u want.
fool to let u come n be hurt.
our pics hav never been hung, but are alredi packed.
festa didnt mean anything to us, as i aint in ur heart.
dunno when we start. just know we reach the end.
day by day, wait n wait, sad wif tears.
doomed to be a failure.
January 13 Littlest thingsSometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing |
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