I really need a day out! Am I so depressed?! Dunno why I like to keep myself as a workholic. Although my body has started to warn me, my mind still wants me to keep going till my limit. Actually, I just wanna catch back the time I had lost, I just wanna prove my ability to you, I just wanna not letting my dream far and the more I want is you could be my side.

• I wanna cry sometime but I can’t. It’s so painful I can’t make a cry. Maybe I’m too tired. Family is thousands miles far, friends have gone back, and partner is still an hr flight far away from me. Sad, hay!

I think now only working and studying are my best pals to get along with. =)