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長期壓力和焦慮產生大量酸性毒素.

I really need a day out! Am I so depressed?! Dunno why I like to keep myself as a workholic. Although my body has started to warn me, my mind still wants me to keep going till my limit. Actually, I just wanna catch back the time I had lost, I just wanna prove my ability to you, I just wanna not letting my dream far and the more I want is you could be my side.

 

• I wanna cry sometime but I can’t. It’s so painful I can’t make a cry. Maybe I’m too tired. Family is thousands miles far, friends have gone back, and partner is still an hr flight far away from me. Sad, hay!

 

I think now only working and studying are my best pals to get along with. =)

 

Living with someone isnt reli easy for me as i'm too bossy and hygenic maybe. Before living with Alice, I didnt have such a strong bad feeling to share house with her even her temper is strange from normal sometimes. But now, living with Polly is much worse. Coz I'm so disappointed to her and wht she acts. When Alice was here, she has started to live with us since last Sep. That time I found her was a nice n caring gal, at least she has some decent manners, where Alice lacks sometimes. I treated Polly as my younger sis like helping her assignment, lenting her books, giving her jewelleries, clothes and a suprise bday etc. When time passes, our relationships is no longer same as before. I hardly figure out wht I had done to make her bitching me at my back and funny was that time my ears were open. I'm so upset about it and extremely disappointed or I should glad to hear that bitching, which makes me see your true side. From that day on, I cant be nice to her. She now likes to misplace my stuff n use my thing without asking. That's so rude! I reli cant stand it. I hate myself to tell her everytime and see her 'who cares '  attitude and she never feel & say sorry by wht she did.

 

What a greedy & fake gal! Gal, I'm sure you'll be a sufferer, thing gets return!

 

Where has 'thoughtful' gone?!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

返去抑或繼續留係度?! 我滿意依家既生活嗎? 我開心嗎? 我係度逃避屋企人嗎? 我係度浪費時間, 係未?! 我重係唔識長大? 我係度做梗咩呀, 張詠思?! 時間一日一日咁過, 我重係提唔起勁. 真差勁!!! 琴晚Francis 同埋 A-tak 既媽媽講既野, 我都有諗過. 不過自己重係覺得未係時候想返去. 我應該自己去搵機會, 唔可以再等機會. '進度慢, 你自己都知個可?!' 我知我自己一定唔係蠢既人, 不過條路總係比人長一點點. 咁一定係自己唔夠積極累事! 好blue呀! 比D信心我啦!

 

突然間, 覺得自己好似'Who move my cheese?' 隻老鼠咁, 好驚改變.

 

我唔開心呀~~~~